You’re A Fool and I’m Another

25 Jun

I don’t know how other people DO things, you know? I lack a sense of normalcy. I’m always checking in with other people on shit like this. How much money do you spend on groceries? Would you eat a lunch this big? Do you look at your husband and feel his blood in your veins? Do you, too, just complete little projects to pass the time that end up, like, being your life? IS THAT OKAY? 

In a high-pressure situation, I’m fiiiiiiine. I’m fine, you guys. I can function in tension but the flow of my life is ebbing right now and I am tearing my goddamn hair out. IT’S SO BORING. I’m bored. I am bored because basically everything is okay and that doesn’t seem like nearly enough life to be living. If I’m not surviving something, what the fuck am I supposed to be doing with myself?

 

 

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